Feeling guilty about pursuing a claim against a teenager who hit me — am I wrong?
I've been going back and forth on this for weeks and I need to hear from people who get it.
A few months ago I was driving through an intersection near my house when a teenager ran a stop sign and slammed into my driver's side. Totaled my car. Airbags, the whole thing. She looked young — maybe just got her license — and she was visibly shaken and crying at the scene. I actually walked over to check on her before I even thought about myself, because that's just who I am.
Here's where it gets complicated. I have some chronic health stuff — joint issues, an autoimmune condition — that got absolutely lit up by this crash. What might've been minor for someone else has had me in PT twice a week and dealing with flare-ups I wasn't having before. My doctor has been pretty clear that the trauma from the impact made things significantly worse.
I keep thinking about that girl though. She seemed like a good kid who made a split-second bad decision. Her family didn't look like they were rolling in money. And now I'm sitting here with a stack of medical bills thinking I probably need to talk to a lawyer — but I feel awful about it.
Like rationally I know: she ran the stop sign, I have real injuries, I didn't ask for any of this. But emotionally I feel like I'm punishing someone who was already scared and probably learned her lesson the hard way.
Does this guilt ever go away? Did anyone else feel like this? How did you work through it?