I rear-ended someone while drunk and now I'm panicking about what happens next
I don't even know where to start because I'm so ashamed writing this, but I need to talk to people who might understand the situation.
Last weekend I made the worst decision of my life. I'd been at a friend's birthday thing, drank way more than I should have, and convinced myself I was okay to drive home. I wasn't. I clipped the back of a car stopped at a light and the impact was bad enough that both vehicles were pretty messed up. I got arrested at the scene and spent the night in a cell before someone bailed me out.
The other driver was still at the scene when the ambulance showed up — I saw them talking to paramedics but I genuinely don't know how they are. That's been eating me alive. I've been trying to find out through my family but nobody has any info yet.
Here's where it gets more complicated: I do have a prior on my record — nothing violent, just a minor possession charge from several years back — and I'm terrified that's going to make everything worse. My BAC reading was significantly over the legal limit, which I already knew. I'm out on a conditional release right now.
I know I screwed up. I'm not here looking for sympathy on that part — I own it completely. But I genuinely don't know what the road ahead looks like legally or how badly my prior record factors in. Will the prior bump up the charges? Is there any realistic path that doesn't end in me losing everything?
Also — and I know this sounds selfish given everything — my car is totaled and I have no idea how any of this works with insurance when you're the at-fault drunk driver.
Anyone been through something even remotely like this?