Anyone else get triggered by sounds/smells after their crash? Thought I was losing it
So I got into a pretty bad rear-end collision about two months ago. Physically I came out of it relatively okay — some whiplash, a bruised sternum from the seatbelt locking up, and a small laceration on my hand from grabbing the steering wheel so hard. Nothing that landed me in the hospital overnight.
But ever since then I've been having these weird... episodes? Like last week I was at a gas station and caught a whiff of something burning — probably just someone's overheated brakes nearby — and I completely froze. Heart going crazy, hands shaking, the whole crash just played back in my head like a movie I couldn't turn off. It lasted maybe 90 seconds but felt like forever.
It also happens when I hear a loud bang or even a car backfiring. I flinch so hard people around me think something's wrong with me. Driving on the highway is genuinely scary now and I used to drive for a living (delivery gig, nothing commercial).
I haven't told my doctor because honestly I felt embarrassed — like, I didn't even get seriously hurt, so what right do I have to be freaked out? But it keeps happening and it's starting to mess with my ability to work and just... function normally.
Has anyone else gone through something like this after a crash? Is this just stress or is there a name for it? Did it go away on its own or did you have to actually do something about it? Any input helps, I feel kind of alone in this.