Someone was killed at the same intersection where I was hit last year. I feel like it's my fault.
I don't even know how to start this. About a year ago I was walking through an intersection near my apartment complex and got clipped by a driver who blew through a stop sign. Broken wrist, some soft tissue stuff, months of PT. I thought about reporting it to the city or the property management company because that corner has terrible sightlines — like, a big overgrown hedge blocks the view completely — but honestly I was just trying to survive the medical bills and get my life back together.
Today I found out through a neighbor that a cyclist was killed at that exact same spot last week. Same hedge. Probably same blind corner.
I feel absolutely sick. Like I knew something was wrong there. I even took photos of the hedge right after my accident thinking I might need them. And I just... never did anything with them. I keep replaying it like — what if I had sent one email to the city? Filed one complaint with the HOA? Would that person still be alive?
I know logically I'm not responsible for what a negligent driver did. But emotionally I'm wrecked.
Has anyone else gone through something like this? Where you survived but then something worse happened afterward and you felt tied to it? I'm also wondering — is there anything I can even do now? Like is it too late to report the dangerous conditions at that intersection? Could my photos from last year actually matter for anything?
I don't want this to just keep happening to people.